希望你知道。。

对不起。。
一年来我为了他，放弃了太多太多的东西。。
可是当我失去了他，就意味着我也将要失去你们。。
我害怕面对你们，尤其是她。。
我试过，
回去学校打球，三不五时地回去，
我却越来越没有勇气，越来越退缩。。

对你们，我可以说什么？
他和我，她选择了他，是我多心吗？

我后悔， 很后悔跟他分手。。
没有人可以帮我。。
你从来都不问我，我们两个出街那次你也没问。。
天知道我多想告诉你我多么辛苦。。

是我想不开，放不下。。
我好笨，连我们五年的友谊，我都为了他想要放弃。。
他值得吗？不值得！！！

我会调整自己，不会再逃避你们。。
谢谢你曾那么地爱惜我这个朋友。。
不会再转牛角尖了。。

NEW year NEW life

it's 2011..
i wonder how long i abandoned this webpage..
apa boleh tulis sekarang?!
i think ill go for a sleep 1st..
tomorrow will hav more stories..
hopefully~~xDD

my first day school reopening!:(

keep praying the flight changes..
But my god din hear me..
I want to go school tomorrow!
But I'm reaching mas 11am..
Too bad..
It will be fun on the first day I guess..
Everybody seems to be anxious..
I love the feeling.
Seeing someone that I have not seen for decades..
Pls help me to book seats..
Loyce and yu ling..
I dun want end up seat wif ryan ..
Happy schooling ..
New life starts now...

sad day@@busy day

argue wif somebody i care about..
watching him walk in front of me..
hav to pretend nothing happen..
we bring everything out and talk late in midnight..
the jarum taken out but the pain is still there..
no cure at all..
ever since i knew him..
my world changed.. i swear its become better..
working together..
having lunch together..
going back home together..
almost 12 hours a day im wif him..
sh!t..watever..

today suppose to be busy..
summore pc fair...
customers coming non stop...
we keep 'irashaiimase irashaiimase'
luckily hit our target sales..
16900++.. but i expect 20000..
my asistant manager said din reach 20000 b4 since the opening..@@
haha.. high expectation..
happy working~~

thx to malays!!

tomorrow one hour rm10..

bcoz of haji.. plubic holiday

XD

haha.. keep on working...

gambateh~~

new moon~~

going to watch new moon..
bought the ticket yesterday..
good place good view~~

OFF DAY!!!

luckily today off day..
din touch my comp for a week..
learn myanmar language from those foreign workers..
haha..
liu ming hwa came last week.. took photo wif him..XD
yesterday 3 guys came in the hav buffet set..
they threat us so good..
giv us curi makan..
tat time we onli serve tat table..
nearly giv my supervisor scold..
summore giv us phone no. and facebook..
wakaka..
me still got market de..
haha!!