sad day@@busy day

argue wif somebody i care about..
watching him walk in front of me..
hav to pretend nothing happen..
we bring everything out and talk late in midnight..
the jarum taken out but the pain is still there..
no cure at all..
ever since i knew him..
my world changed.. i swear its become better..
working together..
having lunch together..
going back home together..
almost 12 hours a day im wif him..
sh!t..watever..

today suppose to be busy..
summore pc fair...
customers coming non stop...
we keep 'irashaiimase irashaiimase'
luckily hit our target sales..
16900++.. but i expect 20000..
my asistant manager said din reach 20000 b4 since the opening..@@
haha.. high expectation..
happy working~~

thx to malays!!

tomorrow one hour rm10..

bcoz of haji.. plubic holiday

XD

haha.. keep on working...

gambateh~~

new moon~~

going to watch new moon..
bought the ticket yesterday..
good place good view~~

OFF DAY!!!

luckily today off day..
din touch my comp for a week..
learn myanmar language from those foreign workers..
haha..
liu ming hwa came last week.. took photo wif him..XD
yesterday 3 guys came in the hav buffet set..
they threat us so good..
giv us curi makan..
tat time we onli serve tat table..
nearly giv my supervisor scold..
summore giv us phone no. and facebook..
wakaka..
me still got market de..
haha!!

开工前夕~~

明天就开工了。。
心情澎湃。。
今天钰凌又说要跟我一起做。。
期待明天。。

今天心情都很沉重。。
带着不舍得的心拍照。。
在巴士上看着幸佑，rayson，智培，志康一个个下车。。
又一个月半没得见了。。

p/s：
黄钰凌！
帮我想下要怎样安慰啦。。
我讲到要吐血了。。
他讲要重新开始，不要想她了。。

kamzamida~~

hohoho..
luckily din go to school today..
heard tat today's test extremely hard hor..
went to hav korean bbq near car4 wif my buddies..
shhh..
bluff my mother today dun hav school..
XD.. bad gurl...
i luv the moment we talk about our future..
our future trips..
our very own home...
our wedding...
our 基金会..
our dreams..
luv ya~~

next..
went back school to meet loyce and yixiang..
used nie voucher to hav pizza..
big appetize la me..
form 4 life ends today~~
jump to conclusion..
all of the memory for this year is sweet..
something bad turns good..
fren become best fren..
bye form 4!!

头痛~~

放假前都要考试。。
佩服校方还有毅力跟我们一起颠。。
公假了四天。。
课业都追不上了。。考什么试？！
打算跟我家六个明天逃课去吃韩国餐。。
很够力下。。
不懂后果是什么哦。。
不懂我会不会后悔。。

昨天知道了自己的成绩。。
严重吓到。。
感觉上我整年都没有很搏。。
没跌班我就偷笑了。。
理忠万岁！！
好舍不得高一理忠。。
尤其是冷气。。
才没享受多久罢了。。

拜二就开工了。。
心情紧张又兴奋。。
可是还没找到刚我心水的鞋。。
买鞋难，买黑鞋更难。。

holidays

holidays coming..
start working on 17 nov..
jus after the day collecting my result..
happiest thing is the uniforms are short skirt..
wakaka.. haven wear short skirt before in my life..
i hav no reasin to be a girl!!
learning to be a very woman woman..XD
but..
hav to wear black leather shoes..
anyone tell me where to get those shoes..
haiz..hav to buy again..
short stoking also not allowed..
hav to buy stoking again!!
spend money before earn money..

going to move on 13 dec..
hope to start a new holiday..
hope to start a new new life..
hope to start a new year...

2010.. wish to be new~~

bad mood~~

today went for mont kiara international school for games~~
800~1630..omg..
play non stop..
too many matches.. play until no feel..
lose win nvm d..
hand shivering..
too bad we get a bad result..
damn XXX keeps scolding outside the court..
wan to scold f word to him..
but at least we played a good game wif DENGKIL..
most satisfied from 10 sets..
10 sets i played non stop..no reserve no change..
my hand nearly broke..

LYR!C^^

luv this song..

Lyrics

money money cum~~

1230~730..
went both midvally and klcc..
we apply for kenny rojers at midvalley..
but not the most ideal..
den me and olang went klcc in 240pm..
suppose our plan is 330 to leave midvalley..
hehe.. so much time to spend..
1st.. we entered nando's..
their uniform are nice and special..
but..
''we dun hire 16 la.. jus for 18''!!!wat the..
dissapointed..
den we go for sake sushi..
the restaurant is nice and peace..luv the environment...
finally..
we are accepted..bravo..
we wrote wish to have salary rm6/hr..
dunno will come true anot ler..
the nando's giv us eat lemon.. so angry..
everybody dun go there eat le..
come sake sushi..klcc level 4 i think..
come see me how to do waitress..

went for a movie..WHITEOUT..
super extreme horrible la..
keep closing my eyes.. not dare to see...
but is a good movie..>>must see!!
next..
went vincci and bought my very 1st girlish flat shoes..
choose this choose tat.. really susah la..

~~a good shoes is hard to find~~XD

wat can i do~!!

promise not dating guys during secondary..
i promise my best best frenz..
all this become my excuse to say 'no' to a person..
i really dun like this situation..

he told me he hav problem wif his gf..
he told me to be his sister..who care wat sister brother..
i love talking wif him..
free and happy..
sometimes i think is me bothering he and his gf..
keep asking him to sms his gf..
feel guilty XD
but its not my business..

aiyo.. i think too much la..

muscle pain~!!!

jus went for state training on saturday..
the coach really wan us mati..
mayb it bcoz long time din go for training..
my whole body really like a old ppl..
here pain there pain..
counterpain half bottle finish!!!
but..
enjoy the sweating..
enjoy the digging..
enjoy the running..
enjoy the spiking...
luv volleyball as well..

going klcc and midvalley to find part time job with olang tmr..
really nervous..
my 16-years-old life must end up wif a part time job..
LACK OF MONEY!!!

things get terrible~~

a happy trip~~
but a terrible relationship..
ppl usually easy to misunderstand..
someone dont even noe how to explain..

decided to go for state training this saturday~~
sama-sama wif malay again.. haiz..
dislike all the time..
love volleyball.. wat to do..

three papers gave out..
bad result..
my careless mistake occurs all the time..
although keep reminding myself..
try hard to be happy..
my tears is dropping in my heart..

countdown 4 dayz~~

4 days to go..
time passed so fast..
i already took four paper out of twelve!!

CHINESE
i wrote an essay about my family..
wrote sumthing tat i can never tell others..
but have to write coz so touching to score high marks..^^

TRIGO
so regret for not finishing the exercise tat lhm gave..
i was damn shivering when doing the paper..sweating sweating sweating~~
and my place is so damn damn damn hot..
the ants is crawling all over my tables..
kacau-ing me.. HATE INSECTS!!!

BM
7 sienz..
wrote the same essay again..
i have been writting gejala gelaja blah blah for dunno how many thousands time..
keep examing the same ques..
aduhai teacher.. pls la..show some new thing pls...

PHYSIC
as usual..
not enuf time for me to finish..
as usual...
tukar kpd sniper and keep tembak onli..
god loves me..i have to say..
i'm a extremely good sniper..

im coming.. GENTING~~

考试奋斗日#1

早上7.30就起床了。。
打了一通电话给小枋芳。。这只懒睡到有病的需要morning call。。
先为她哀悼三分钟。。拜日人家阿公八十大寿。。不能读书了。。
只能在这两天k完书~~小枋芳你要加油··

*************************************************

读了五个小时的生物，实在是累人。。
又继续做三角历届考题~~sibeh 难下。。
一直打电话问小枋芳。。弄到她都不能读书了~~
就把目标转向绍风gia~~
趁机顺便拿他的家里号码。。暗爽五秒钟~~

呵呵~~云顶我来咯。。

人生如戏><

过了一个礼拜的假期~~
去了金马扬几天..
差不多全体男女排都到齐了!!
经过几夜的吹水..
发觉我所认识的并不是我所认识的~~
我所了解的并不是我所了解的~~
哇靠~~大家都善于伪装..

黄维建!!
你发的梦严重低级..当时不好意思跟你讲啦~~paiseh>.<
看在你每天给我爆料的份上.. 我赦免你.. ''好大排''

04/09
知道班上又多一对情侣~~
是不是有蝴蝶效应??
暧昧暧昧下就在一起了..太快了..
不甘寂寞T.T~~寂寞难耐~

华文和历国都考的不好~~
懊恼死了~~
对自己太没信心了!!
每次到最后就改答案..结果错了..am dui XD
考试让人透不过气..好辛苦!!

<<困难>>
每次回想, 都感觉以前的困难都不算什么
在遇到苦难时, 我回知道
这是个将被我视为不算什么的一个困难

book fair~~

klcc conventional centre~~
i took abt 6 hours to visit book fair~~ but just spent me rm19.80..
thx yi xiang mother for fetching me.. the parking fees is rm20.50..
SUBWAY burger..!!!! simple and nice~~ jus like me XD

gurls is born for shopping..
sounds great!! i absolutely agree~~
but in the end i din buy anything oso.. sad betul~~

think too much lol~~

8/10

my bday~~wohoo..
receive all the greeting at midnight..
my phone rang non-stop until kacau my sister woke up..
'' cheah mint hui!! can u turn ur phone to silent ar?!''
1200am, i make three wishes..
1) wish all my family and ppl that i noe healthy and happy forever!!
2) wish myself not be so clumsy anymore
3) usually the third wish is secret ho XD

tat day i went 炮兵wif lia lia them..
thx ya for celebrating my bday..
but dunno why foot din go.. kinda dissapointed..

conclusion.. my 16th bday is perfect..

8/12
im absent yesterday.. vert unlucky fall in sick after my bday..
and i miss my bio and physic test..
physic one ques 100%!! kesian la..
den i went to find ming xu gia wif foot..
haha.. he's injured and absent nia..
we saw 4AZhong history test..
walau.. pro liu chong.. the test is like a story.. omg..

8/15
this fews day i was wif foot almost every break time..
haha.. everybody think that i pak tuo wif foot.. keep asking me..
i keep answering NONONO!!!
lia lia them also asked me when training time..
aiyo.. i wont bersama wif foot lol.. no 火花 since we noe each other so well..

好无辜？！

今天早上来到学校就跟毓枋吵架了。。
很不服气。。
只因为我没print到我们的lisan。。
又不是我故意不要。。
是真的找不到人帮我print嘛。。
我还等到晚上十二点才offline。。
结果一整天都没跟她讲话。。
够惨！！！
还有那个湘宁。。
给lucy骂两下就哭到去北极。。
不用酱在意人家怎样讲你的嘛。。
女人可以软弱。。但不可以懦弱！！
经典名句叻。。

今天考大代不错下咯。。
应该可以拿三十以上的。。
彦玲姐今天还派了matrix！！
满分：三十以上=98%：2%
太夸张了。。那个考卷容易到可以拿去丢。。
三个字。。不像样

自欺欺人的生活。。

每分每秒都在警告自己不要陷下去了。。
能怎样呢？？
他能残忍地伤害我。。
就代表我对他是多么的不重要。。
还以为经过时间的冲淡。。
我能把他忘得一干二净。。见面时都不会感到心痛。。
可是一切又回到从前了。。。
我对他的感觉远远超乎我的想象。。
我能在他面前保持一贯的表情动作。。真的很需要很大的勇气。。
几乎每次看到他我都会扪心自问，要是当时就答应了他。。
结局会不会是好的？
值得吗？你值得为了一个骗子让自己失去了自我。。
变得一点都不像谢明慧了。。
我能怎样呢？
他知道我为了他这样应该沾沾自喜吧。。

omg!! foot is BOTAK!!@@

today saw foot BOTAK already!!!
his face looks longer..funny betul..

tmr having chinese test..
the day after tmr having comp test..
the day after after tmr having geometry test..
omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate life like this..
good luck bah..^^

<< B3RRY & A YING BDAY@@>>

late posted...

B3rry and A Ying 步入十六岁典礼...

地点：brem mall 旺角茶餐厅

日期: 08/07/2009

幕后工作人员。。

开始前的热身。。

终于。。两位寿星女到了。。不过旋要走了T.T

开心的一天!!

chee-chating at school wif foot~~

today planning to play volleyball after schooling time..
even change my sport attire@@
but turn to hanging around bersama foot in the school..
talked many many things..
and we saw mx and his ai mei lover at the canteen...
haha..
ohh gosh.. i cant see his girl clearly as she was far away from me..
we sat not far away from them & started to chee-chat..
talking about some other ppl relationship..
foot really very 8.. i updated the my latest news from him..lol
den i realize i lost alia hp.. omg..
foot and me ran back to the canteen and finally found it..
my body was sweating that time.. kia si lang@@##
i m so clumsy.. hate myself to be so idiot..
phew phew.. my teacher said school will be closed soon today..
wish that day comes soon..
drowsy and felt asleep during class recently..
hav to hav a nescafe diperbaharui to wake myself up...


happy birthday to ming hwa!!

hav a bro is good!!

hav u heard ppl went to be a hawker jus for fun?!~
muahahaha..
tat my bro and his gf...
the stall jus outside ch..
but it did hav business lol..
selling..
undersea coconut with luo han guo---rm1.50
fruit cocktail----rm1.80
fried mee hun---rm2.00
after schooling time went there to help..
introduce all my fren to buy fruit cocktail.. is really nice..
and is the most expensive drink..
wakakaka..
this couple damn free la..
rugi business also do..
and today knew tat our sleepyboy fall in love with some other girl~~
felt weird la..
playboy finally lost his heart..
lol..^^

dissection of a frog.. interesting!!

omg!! i love dissection..too bad im not in bio society..

thx wendy!!

happy sunday~~

today morning went market with..

alia..

fang...

berry....

jia en.....

jia jia yu......



yesterday came to my house for a nite..

but cant say is my house.. but it still my house..

very complicated..

my cousin is our driver.. wat a pityful driver..



timing is good..

mood is good..

pocket is full..

so i bought 仁心解码..

very very very good and interesting hong kong series..

about psychiatrist and police...



watching the pro psychiatrit asists the police to solve cases..

really hav a thought to become a psychiatrist and not a surgeon..

but is also a same career.. quite proud with my ambition..



took my report card on saturday..

not satisfied with my bio and chemis..

but the result is still ok..

hav to work harder this semester..

if not probably cant achieve my dream..

wish to go overseas to New Zealand..



haven see mun hong result?!

his result is beautiful...

wat a woderful number..

左心室和右心室在打架..

今天.. 知道了某些人对XX说的话..
又刚好XX是我的朋友...
听到的那一刹那.. 心酸酸的..

大头曾经告诉过我他不是好人..
嘉嘉予劝过我不要和他作朋友..
这次轮到alia..

我送他两个字..恶劣!!
真的很想去他班骂他you such a jerk!!
不过都忍了...

听到aliA讲他的不好..
我竟然叫她不要酱讲他..
连我自己都觉得不应该..

alia说要保护我..不要我被他伤害..
感动的说...
要我保护自己...

半年的时光能让我由觉得是好人变成坏人.. 他是第一个..
反而觉得我们的李教练比他好...
真希望我从来没有认识过他...

finally i pass my physic test@@

yesterday very hardworking..
keep doing mechanics till mignight..my bro teman me whole night..
teaching me physic.. thx bro.. luckily u came back from manchester..
jus 3 ques.. full mark 30%.. sure can get 15/30.. happy with this result!!
the chin vern so pro.. use 2o minutes to sapu all the ques.. and get all correct..
have to 向 him 行礼..wakaka.. terpengaruh oleh foot..
after noeing my result from lowminghwa..
fely very very happy..
tat time.. at his house.. in his room.. standing in front his computer..
cant even dare to ask him to let me see my result.. heartbeat increasing..
haha.. 2nd semester have to add oil lo..

exam coming again~~

we were told for having a physic exam this coming friday again..
haiz.. exam till no rasa ady lo..
too bad i din pass for once.. physic is my weakness!!!
my sis having high fever now..
today went school and told yu fang..
she keep stay away from me.. haha..
ask me to wash my hand and drink more water..
so sket swine flue..
feeling tired and sneezing now..
both are the symptoms of swine flue..
omg!!

thx foot~~!!

today went to foot class to gossip somebody..
watching foot doing funny action make me laughing non stop..
luckily foot always be with me.. if not.. how can i get rid of him in my mind?!
i din tell anything about him to foot.. but foot seems noeing everything..
he so nice.. luv him..
mayb deep in my heart i went there jus to look at him..
i should let go of him.. yet is hard..
everything changed jus after a two weeks holiday.. too fast and i cant accept it..
urgh.. too young to talk about love now.. i said to him before...
now.. is time for me to tell myself..

back to blogging~~

long time din update my blog..
something makes me dun hav the mood to play blog..
but is ok now..
i think throughoutly and solve my question..
is been a hard time for me..
finish all the volleyball competition in this year..
now jus have to concentrate on my study..
others jus leave it beside..
but sometimes really cant forget it..
hurt me so deep and deep into my heart...

midnight blogging~~

now is midnight 12.23am..
jus came back from tuition ming hwa.. he brought us for supper and treat us..
6 of us ate chao kuei teow and ming hwa ate laksa and fish ball soup..
all RM36.40..haha..
long time din blogging lo..depends on my mood..
tmr having training jus because wilayah is coming...labour dayT.T
now watching korean meteor garden.. love it so much..
tend to watch till midnight and wake up late tmr..

mood-less~~!

friday sentul semi and final..
tuesday giv ppl get 20 point.. haiz..
jus because we playful..
gideon scold six of us in front other school..
everybody look at us..T.T
we went back school jus after the 2nd recess ended..
very lazy to go back to class..
we all curi curi go up hostel and take a rest.. do hw.. talking..enjoy^^
today really no mood study lo.. cant catch up with physic le..
im dying...dying...

sentul tmr~~!!

not doing hw whole day.. jus enjoying my weekend..
tmr sentul lol.. no nid attend school for 2 days...
last week boy's sentul...
as expected.. senoir boy won champion easily...
but..
junior boy lost in semi.. waa.. 1st time chong hwa boy cant get in final in my time..
sad sad.. cant go wilayah..
nana...
berry...
jia jia yu...
a lia..
olang..
aying..
and also myself~~tmr gambateh!!!
wish gideon dun scold me tmr.. lol..==

hardwork-ing^^

now at school hostel canteen..
sitting in front two laptop.. yu fang sitting opposite me.. haha..
seeing her teaching her student physic..li rong keep kacau me.. at last her voice ends up mute after i scolded her..
raining heavily now... 1st time becoz art hw stay back at school.. omg..
if not i suppose at home playing my com game..
haiz..
designer really a hard career.. i think o.o
cant even think how to design.. mayb i dun suite designing..
:(

good job guys~~!!

we hav choir singing competition yesterday..
our class and 6Aren practised at 2Li..
started practise.. saw tat 6Aren quite good.. scared scared lo..
when queue up outside the music room.. whole body sweating lo..
sure becoz there damn hot and panic...siang ning keeps telling me to calm down.. i make her panic also.. haha...
but overall we sing very well.. better than each time we practised during recess time..
i saw the judges smiling and claping their hands.. shuang man..
Boss came back yesterday too.. din see him also.. sad lo..
so miss him 0.0
now 9.20am he is going airport lo.. bye boss^^

sadness..

blogging again..
cant on9 this few days because of my stupid mouse..
329..having jogathon at padang merbuk..
finish 6km succesfully.. happy..
broght along my asthma inhaler when running.. took 3 times inhaler..
330..special holiday.. went pavillion with sa po~~
sing k for 4 hour++ non stop.. each of us had solo.. bravo!!
have sale for sport accesory shop.. but still damn expensive after the discountT.T
wish to buy new nike sport shoe..my birthday 10 aug o...
went english tuition again.. promise chi kang to go wif him on monday..
put his aeroplane..sorry lo..
A peacock's tail is gorgeous but peacock have an ungly legs..
hence, they walk with their head lifted up coz of not willing to see their ugly legs..
a things sure hav both beautiness and uglyness.. sounds reasonable..

failure~~

today went for bio experiment..
we did the experiment twice also failure la..
haiz..
i luv han roong..won 1st prize in english competition again..
and mei ling won the 1st runner up~~bravo~~!!
i slept in chinese and trigo period.. damn tired la..
help yixiang to do his lisan till late night..
we hav choir practise after school..
must say that the song really had to sing for choir..
really hav to bring a tuner for practise...o.o
our class really quite noisy at the back in the auditorium today..
i think irritated other class..
hope our class student will realise this..
i keep telling them to diam.. so tired ler..
god bless me~~

full marks..hoho~~

today having volleyball test at PE period..
digging with yu fang and achieve full marks...37 kali..
i luv volleyball.. muaks..
but.. the day before today..
went for training after school..
gideon having school meeting and came late..
we train our formation but all dun hav semangat..zzz
first ball sibeh hodoh and jia yu show temper again..
makes the team down and cant even play well..
berry as our captain really quite tension lo..
our team all temperamental player.. haiz..
today last four period.. we went to the auditorium..luv the air-cond there..
we hav oral in english period.. cheam meng hao really shock me..
planning to go tackle him when im free.. hha..
walau.. his english dunno learn from where la.. can go be a commandator on astro channel la..
we also hav bio test..
suddenly deputy head master comes in.. shocknya~~!!
god bless me~~

1st day after holiday~~

met all my frenz again..
really very miss u all..^^enjoying schooling nowadyas..
today have anim8or test..
1st see the test paper.. shock la..=.=''
but still can manage to finish all the ques...0.0
today lost my school socks..
need to buy a pairs again..
the price damn expensive..
dunno what cotton quality the school used..
god bless me~~

embarased~~!

today as usual went for english tuition class...
same class same lecturer^^
Sir Mac really a funny teacher and full of knowledge..luv u^^
talk about real english pronunciation today~~
so shamefull!!
i pronounce 'exshausted' wrongly..
should be 'egz' and not 'eks' or 'egs'
lol..
quite complicated..

cant use my mouse``

haiz...
have to use keyboard to control my comp..
mouse not working properly this few days..
always wait till holiday my comp will be sonething wrong..
ki siao lor..o.o
still hav physic need to finish..
hard like hell lo..
dunno wat standard...cant imagine those who solve physic ques succesfully..
luckily my sis have the same copy..
can copy ans from her^^
but have to do it myself 1st..
if not really felt sorry to MaoMao~~

谢氏定理（一）

不要抱着做每一件事都有差一点的心态。。
差一点+差一点=差多点。。
每个差一点加起来就等于差别人很多点。。
什么叫准备好？
就是能把事情做得完美无瑕。。
机会只给准备好的人。。
而准备好的人才有资格紧紧抓住机会。。

meaningful day~~

went early to school for a jog..
did japanese test..
felt tat my stamina droped.. need to keep fit in tis holiday^^
4 hours physic class damn suffering..
MaoMao really a good teacher..i luv u^^
went to central market wif yu fang and my sis..
take the wrong lrt and went to cheras..
forgiv me o yu fang..
bought a lot of animation and series..
and i bought my very 1st skirt..
wakakaka..

lee chong wei impress me~~

swiss open 2009,
lee chong wei beat lin dan 2-0..
damn cool watching both of them playing badminton..
at last chong wei beat lin dan..
mayb is time for me to show patriotisme..
haha..
1st time supporting lee chong wei and not lin dan..
wish to see miew choo giv a kiss or hug...
like lin dan did for xie xin fang..
well..
luv lin dan all the time..
tmr having physic class..0800~1200
not planning to sleep yet...
kkk and tbh playing men doubles..
Malaysia boleh~~!

今昔是何天？

刚从夜市回来。。
陪我阿麻去吃斋。。
好像今天是观音旦。。
顺便庆祝我姐SPM full a1。。。
p/s：她简直不是人~~
回来路上。。
听见电台播着david tao的‘爱很简单’。。
有感而发。。
爱真的那么简单吗？？

麻烦缠绕着我...无奈..

我只想和你做普通朋友。。
却怕我坦白告诉你，
我们连朋友都不能做。。
夹在你和她们之间，
我终究会选择她们。。
毕竟我觉得友情胜过爱情。。
况且，
我跟你是情人吗？

1st day blogging~~

yesterday 14 Mac,
i hav a frenly game with singapore junior college student,
mayb bcoz the heavy rain,
orelse bcoz of overconfident
we lost to them the 3-1..
doing elementary mistakes..
but berry, olang and me enjoy it..
quite a happy game...altough we lost..
is happy when we saw gideon ''angry'' face!!
14 Mac,
is my darling susan bday~~
but i forgot about it..
felt sorry to her..
promise to giv her a surprise when she came back from US~~